This feels incredibly weird to do. To express my thoughts and put them out there for the world to see.
But I'm tired of silencing myself. I'm tired of being afraid of expressing myself and collecting all these ideas, getting too granular about organizing it all for no one to see or read. I barely even read it.
So, this is the first post. My first iteration. Where will it take me? No freaking clue. Let's figure that out along the way. Is this the format that I want to stick to? Again, that's for future me to figure out.
Now, if it turns out that someone ends up reading this somewhere along the way. Wow. Welcome. You really must have gone down the rabbit hole to find this one.
Maybe you're trying to figure things out as well. Perhaps you're feeling lost, anxious, afraid, and lonely as if nothing will work out.
That's okay. Take a deep breath. Slow down.
And start. Everyone has to start somewhere. The mindset I'm trying to adopt is that I'm a beginner. And hopefully, I'll continue to be a beginner for the rest of my life.
Because that has to mean that I'm continuing to learn. To grow. The journey isn't over, and I still have some way to go.
Let's embrace the process, keep on changing and keep on growing. It'll probably work out in the end. If it hasn't worked out yet, it isn't the end.
Speaking of things working out, you should probably do that.